There's something about million things that happened this year in my life but.

But what has connection with my buzznet page is..

My two Samsung babies are dead. or almost.

Let me know, is it any sense in posting as old as hills photos, only revised?

My buzznet page became a bar serving outdated food on new white plates with bonus - piece of my frustration written on serviettes.

I am sure You noticed it.

The rest things in this year.

• I have emotional yo-yo
• I am U2 almost fanatic fan. So I can "blah blah" about it all the time.

             I was on their concert and I can't stop thinking about it.

• I've lost boyfriend and friend(?!) at the same time.  But people, I don't believe in loosing friends... I am fucking idealist but i don't believe.
• I've started listening so many artist this year and I'm happy because of it. 
• I dream about making music, about  playng guitar, piano... About singing(tia, rather sinking...). 
• I lost my little Harry...
• I've started buying legal albums, woohoo. At least - U2 and Coldplay...

BOMBA.

A tak w ogóle, to lenię się dniami i nocami, aktualnie w dobrym moodzie(oczywiście tona czekolady, którą pochłonęłam w ciągu dwóch dni nie ma z tym nic wspólnego), bazgram sobie po celulozie, tworzę wyimaginowane haremy i jest cudnie. Czytam znowu Lalkę(polecam, ale do momentu...), słucham wszystkiego od Chopina po U2, przez Interpol, Radiohead i inne takie.

Poza tym śnią mi się sny o rozwalaniu się samochodem po mieście, graniu na gitarze i piciu kawy z moim najlepszy przyjacielem, który o fakcie zapomniał.

No i sylwestra spędze w domu odizolowana od świata.

Chyba wypożyczę sobie zbroję i kupię porządne wino. A później cały proces twórczy powinien się uruchomić.

Czy jest sens we wstawianiu starych zdjęć tutaj i pisaniu moich emocjonalnych frustracji pod nimi ...wy mi powiedzcie.

Ja aktualnie wiem, że nic nie wiem.

Takend year ago, Do you believe that my yesterdays evening looked completely the same like year ago.

Coca cola, tvn, lying in my bed and watching HP and the prisoner of Azcaban.

I'd love to go outside and enjoy living in free polish country. I really want to wrap my hair in white and red ribbons and go for a walk with smile on my face. With camera which I don't have now.

91 years ago here in Silesia lived so many Germans. I could be one of them now.

I think sometimes about Germany, I really like this country. It's quite interesting and for me amazing. But I didn't, don't and won't want to be one of them.  I take a pride in being polish, living in Poland. Maybe I'm not huge patriot. I am not. But I can see so many things to be proud of them.

History is like a river, unforeseeable and full of great people, great things they made, but at once it's full of the worst nightmares and people who made them come true. It's inherent element of being a part of any country. So You should know something about it. Not all, but these the most important things, events.

It's still raining. It's cold inside and outisde. My drawings sucks and I want to write something to end one part of my life.

But ....Hello! I'm in Poland I want to see so many places in whole world and always come back home.

70 Years ago World War II started changing millions of human beings. First country attacked by Nazi Third Reich was Poland.

My country.

I've never was patriot, but the more I know about my home country the more I'm proud about it.

Millions of people, brave people, were fighting for better future, in the name of honour, in the name of their country and my country, country of millions Polish people. Soldiers and commoners. They really deserve for memory. Don't they?

Life is the biggest sacrifice.

Westerplatte, Wizna, Warsaw, Mokra, Kock,

Today everybody should remember about what happened in september 1939.

You, from Germany,

You, from United States of America,

from France,

Great Britain,

Italy and a lot more countries.

Wish that something like this won't never happen again.

Let's make a better future.

Future needs a big kiss and peace.

Wars, conflicts, fight, atrocities

U2 is one of the most popular rock band. You must know at least a few their songs.

Beautiful day, City of blinding lights, With or without You, One, Where the streets have no name, Sunday bloody sunday.

Do you know them?

if no, please listen.

360 Tour

It's a stage. Looks like a spider or somehting like that.

U2 had In the past some really interesting conceptions about their concerts, stages. But this one grind them all up. Stage lets every participiant of concert see his favourite band. In addition, It has round walk around the stage. Construction includes big round screen too. It made all fans crazy. Even If You’re sitting so far on bleachers You could see what was happening on the stage and walk.

360 degrees rules. Really.

We(me and my friend) had so much luck (and patience/waiting almost 7 hours for opening gates was something what is called sajgon/)

and we were so near this walk. We had very good view for stage and great for walk where The Edge, Bono, Adam and even Larry were walking.

Larry leave his drums and took small drum and was walking too;)(it was amazing).

I was so close to Bono when he's singing refrein of 'City of blinding lights(on my my the most favourite/sentence from this song was long time title of my page) We were screaming, singing with him...When I mention it, I feel heebie-jeebies still.

It was pure craziness(I was crazy as never ever before).

Best show of my life.

If You weren't here, You should regret. U2 made a great show. They're still proving their position in rock music, in fans's hearts

Fans with band were one big family for more than 2 hours. Magic.

We were One!

All stadium were screaming, singing, dancing and jumping.

Atmosphere was mesmerizing.

exaltation.

joyfulness

ELEVATION!

There was a two most important for everyone, full of big emotions moments.

U2 didn't let us down and played New Year's Day(song written by Bono in 80's, inspired by polish "Solidarno��" and Lech Wa��sa). Polish fans didn't fail too. Stadium turned into polish flag while they're playing NYD (White on bleachers and Red colour on the floor). It was AMAZING!

Bono was affected by this, more than 4 years ago on Vertigo Tour, and knelt down in front of our flag, of us.

I'm really happy, proud that I was part of this event, concert, moments, priceless moments. I think that this concert was example of our patriotism more than some public holidays.

Second important moment, really unforgettable  milky way.

Bono asked for light up our mobile phones. In one moment all stadium was like long, beautiful milky way.

darkness, moon, and something like millions of little stars.

Then first tones of 'One'. Brilliant feeling.

Like said Bono ' This night is never ever to be forgotten'

He's absolutely right.

I hope they'll come back as soon as it's possible.

/sorry for my english/

U2 is coming.

360 tour

Chorzów.

and no photos.

I hope that this is not goodbye.

and that I haven't stuck in a moment I can't get out of it.

After the WW2 ZSRR took possesion of Poland and We haven't normal situation, we haven't full freedom.

But after long years We finally made a huge step to be free. We made Solidarność and went for independent country.

4. 06.1989 - First, after war, free election of new jurisdiction. Effect of Round Table Conferences.

But what next? It's a past. History. Some people think that in PRL (People's republic of Poland) was so much more job for people and it was 'poorly but happily'.

Now, I think, without European Union we would be poor and not happy.

7.06.2009 - European Parliment Election. - Let's made a future. But?

But I don't know that we have in Poland party which can be the best choice to vote for...

it really sucks.

1. I love poetry. I just love some poets, some poems. I work through my brick short 'writings'. It's addict, It's requirment and something what allows me telling about what I can see in the world, what I feel, what maybe I've always wanted to tell to someone. But I know, I almost know that my friends will never read it.

and I love photography- well, You can see like it looks, haha, I'm idiot because of thinking 'sometime I'll be good photographer'...

2. I prefer conversation one- to - one. Because of it, people don't understand me sometimes and think that I'm unkind or something like that. But when I meet my friend,  I really need to flash on this person. I know what we both know and like, what we can talk about. Every my friend is original person which makes a world a little bit better. And every one of them is so different.

3. I am addicted to ketchup. You know - Tomatoes are yummmmmmy(for me) and wohoo for tomatoes drinks, ketchupes, sausages and whatever else.

4. I hate mondays. And love coffee. and lasagne. and I'm fat - It's really pretty thought that I'm Garfield.

5. Radocha z ciszy zwana balowaniem, w kofeinie sekret drzymie, deszcze radosci, niepoprawne pozdrowienia polonistki i wszystko, co gniezdzi sie w miesniu sercowym czy gdziekolwiek indziej pod tym samym wdziecznym tytulem.

If you don't understand - Good.

6. I'm interested in some facts and people in german history. Goethe, Nietschze, Hitler...

7. I hated books when I was younger. I am ashamed because of it. Books are really great way to know, dream, create own world and prop my old table.

8. I sing. Really love doing it. But my neighbours doesn't love it. My annoying voice is so tiring for listeners. Woho, maybe sometime I 'll show you effects of my stupid passion. But it's tragic.

9. I've always wanted to be beautiful. I'm still searching my own way to be pretty and happy.

10. My room is a mess, my mind is a mess, I'm a mess. And people around me aren't a mess. ugh. But I'm happy because I...

I tagged er...anybody who wants.